Melanchthon
Openly, yes,
with the naturalness
of the hippopotamus or the alligator
when it climbs out on the bank to experience the
sun, I do these
things which I do, which please
no one but myself. Now I breathe and now I am sub-
merged; the blemishes stand up and shout when the object
in view is a
renaissance; shall I say
the contrary? The sediment of the river which
encrusts my joints makes me very gray, but I am used
to it, it may
remain there; do away
with it and I am myself done away with, for the
patina of circumstance can but enrich what was
there to begin
with. This elephant-skin
which I inhabit, fibred over like the shell of
the coconut, this piece of black glass through which no light
can filter—cut
into checkers by rut
upon rut of unpreventable experience—
is a manual for the peanut-tongued and the
hairy-toed. Black
but beautiful, my back
is full of the history of power. Of power. What
is powerful and what is not. My soul shall never
be cut into
by a wooden spear; through-
out childhood to the present time, the unity of
life and death has been expressed by the circumference
described by my
trunk; nevertheless I
perceive feats of strength to be inexplicable after
all; and I am on my guard; external poise, it
has its center
well nurtured—we know
where—in pride; but spiritual poise, it has its center where?
My ears are sensitized to more than the sound of
the wind. I see
and I hear, unlike the
wandlike body of which one hears so much, which was made
to see and not to see; to hear and not to hear;
that tree-trunk without
roots, accustomed to shout
its own thoughts to itself like a shell, maintained intact
by who knows what strange pressure of the atmosphere; that
spiritual
brother to the coral-
plant, absorbed into which, the equable sapphire light
becomes a nebulous green. The I of each is to
the I of each
a kind of fretful speech
which sets a limit on itself; the elephant is
black earth preceded by a tendril? Compared with those
phenomena
which vacillate like a
translucence of the atmosphere, the elephant is
that on which darts cannot strike decisively the first
time, a substance
needful as an instance
of the indestructibility of matter; it
has looked at electricity and at the earth-
quake and is still
here; the name means thick. Will
depth be depth, thick skin be thick, to one who can see no
beautiful element of unreason under it?
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